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Lost days, pictures fade.
Thursday, October 29, 2009

Th certain view i have on things now have changed tremendously about you. I dare not tell myself that it is the truth. I have had a wonderful 2 months. I enjoyed myself so much. I poured every single bit of love i have into whatever we are having right now but i dare not tell myself i wanna love you more than what i use to. I dont really know how to face whatever i am facing currently.

Consequences? We all have to bear with the consequences. But what i am afraid of is the consequences which i cant bear but well this young lady here has to bear with what she has chosen. All i can do is do my duty as what i am..You get me to love you , well thats a plus plus but the main thing is can u make me stay. Yea maybe i say it and i don really seem like i mean it. BUT i do mean it. As much as i show you i love you so much, do not test my patience as it has a certain limit to it. I did my duty well, i did noot betray you nor did anything wrong to you. I am satisfied. As long as i know you were the one who did something wrong and not me. Though i definitely will be feeeling what u will not feeel.

Maybe i dont deserve it but it was a choice which i made and the fact that peeople have advised me and told me about it. I just chose not to listen once again. The thing is i don really listen to what people have to say and thereafter make decisions base on it. I mean i do listen but i don react. Wait! i do react .. Its my emotions. My emotions takes place, takes over me too , sometimes. Just sometimes..! I just neeed man you know actually. Oh wells. I guess maybe it aint the right time yet. ahah. After so many men? lol. I really have no clue anymore. I love you yet i doont love you.

When i got to know about somethings, i was pretty sad you even had the intention. Mom was right. I really suck in " tai yan" Sob.


All i can do now is wait and continue pouring my hopes.



I WISH , I WISH
UPON THE SHOOTING STAR
You'll be MINE.



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