“If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.”

Im never ever been happier in this few months. Ive been fighting for the happiness that ive had and ive never truly been any happier. I know this might sound stupid but its a fact. Ive neever fought so hard over something which i never thought may even happen as let me be honest i never ever had the thought in my mind that this would ever happen or even work.

Now when i feel it, ive been through it, i finally get what it really means. I don expect it to end cause i never ever want to think of it but truly there is no such thing as "no endings" as everything has an end EVEN life. Its a simple theory. I love you and i really do. I never thought of us ending cause i truly love you and i want it to go on as long as possible. You always tell me " Baby, i love you very much and this is from the bottom of my heart. I cant promise you that i would forever but ill try my best" it does hurt really bad. Though i really admire your honesty but it just hits me hard just that i seldom mention anything about me being sad about things like these.

Sometimes certain things are better not said. I always say "Baby, you must share with me what you feel and whatever youre thinking of " I want to know what youre thinking but not what would make me think of what youre thinking. If you get me. I love you and i never ever question myself why. I learned how to be your girlfriend. I learned to love someone which is so different from what i would expect him to be. I really dont care. Although this particular "time/journey" has brought me into many deep holes. I guess i have to think properly about things.

Sometimes you're just too simple that you get carried away with things. You never think of the consequences. We tend to fight/argue over small little things this days. I really hate it. I really hate the sensitivity among us right now. I want it to improve and i want us to last. I really do.

Maybe im being stupid. Naive. ignorant. Maybe all this is just for the moment but yet i stick to what i have promised and i belive you. Once again. Trust has to be earned.



Saying I love you,
Is not the words,
I want to hear from you,
It's not that I want you,
Not to say but if you only knew,
How easy,
it would be to show me how you feel,

More than words,
is all you have to do,
to make it real,
Then you wouldn't have to say,
that you love me,
Cause I'd already know,

What would you do,
if my heart was torn in two,

More than words to show you feel,
That your love for me is real,

What would you say,
if I took those words away,

Then you couldn't make things new,
Just by saying I love you,

It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,
It's the things you do,
oh yeah,
It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,
It's the things you do,
oh yeah,

Now that I've tried to,
talk to you and make you understand,
All you have to do,
is close your eyes,
And just reach out your hands,
and touch me,
Hold me close don't ever let me go,

More than words,
is all I ever needed you to show,
Then you wouldn't have to say,
that you love me,
Cause I'd already know,

What would you do,
if my heart was torn in two,

More than words to show you feel,
That your love for me is real,
What would you say,
if I took those words away,
Then you couldn't make things new,(no no)
Just by saying I love you.....



Id like to stand by you. Be your everything.

Ps: Im trying my very best to become your good girlfriend. I hope you give it some time.



I miss you.