I'm so disappointed. Its just one word that describes it all. I don't exactly know whats happpening to the world. Maybe its just me. You think so? Why is everybody doing things their way? What goes around comes around. Don't you think so? I don't know what you want. Why do you even want to care; What do you care for. There's nothing for you to care . Get lost. In your own dame world. Maybe she's right; they are right. I just never knew you enough. I gave you the "key" tooo early. You're just like the past. And i thought you were different.. Since everything is over, i asked you a few times. Couldn't you just tell the truth, shame the devil... NO, you egoistic arse. Im chuck bass chuck bass. I hate chuck bass since i started watching gossip girl. Maybe it was a sign. You're childish. You cant even lead temptations. You let temptations lead you. And i thought you would let god guide you. 

I dont bother if i was just a replacement. I dont bother anymore. But at least i thought you chose me for some other reason which i thought least i changed you a little. Or maybe lets put it this way, you changed, you did. Everybody noticed the changes but thereafter our breakup, You just let loose. You broke every single one of your promises. I dont care if you broke ours back than but you even broke those you promised mommy especially those which you never use to practice. Argh, what can i say. You're just a typical male. ANOTHER one of those. PLenty in my world. I guess i got over you fast enough because they're too many of you's around that fiddled with my heart. 

I fucking the love the fact i chose dan humphrey over chuck bass. I like to play serena. I hate blair . But maybe in reality i am Blair but too bad im learning to be like serena. So fuck offf. In so long i never used any vulgar language in this blog. This if the first post ever , Fuck yourself.

Th quote you always use. 

Ps: I'd do anything for you baby. Even running to the ends of the earth. I wouldnt leave. Remember what i told you (; I love youh.